Sunday, November 23, 2008

One Year Anniversary


It was one year ago today that I started to blog. It has been a fun and interesting experience. To date, I have received on average, 16 hits a day. Lately that has increased, but in the beginning things were slow because I was only starting. The 'hottest' day was 170 hits. I have had visitors from virtually every country in the world. I can find out how they discovered me and it is usually through a Google Search. To date, my post on Gerbera Daisies has been by far the most popular post by which people find Terryography. Hardly a day goes by when someone has not found me through that post.
It has been a fun and creative process to come up with something every day. Sorry if it gets a little repetitious but some issues are on my mind more than others. I have so appreciated the comments from so many of you. I am always surprised when I 'bump into' people who say they are reading my blog. I had no idea and think that now they know more about me than I would care to have them know. I have been toying with the idea of starting another blog that gets more personal. I find it helpful to express my thoughts in writing as it forces to me to define them more clearly. Another blog would explore issues such as faith. That is such a huge part of my life that I would never run out of material.
One more comment is that I usually am about three or four days ahead of myself. That is, I schedule the posts so if they seem at times to be behind the times, that is why. For example, I wrote this one on the 20th. So, if you heard that I died and the posts are still coming, the announcement will not have been a rumour. But then again, Mark Twain commented at one time that the announcement of his death had been greatly exaggerated. Maybe he was a blogger too.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Walk Away From It

Imagine, if you will, that Joe and Mary have just bought a house but have to take out a mortgage from the bank to pay for it. They have $50,000 as a down payment on a $400,000 home and the mortgage is $350,000. When they go in to sign the papers and find out what their monthly payments will be, the bank informs them that they will actually be paying for $450,000 mortgage. Joe and Mary look at each other and say,"I don't think so!" and they promptly walk out.
Right now there are 10's of thousands of homeowners across North America whose mortgages are coming up for renewal. They will be renewing a mortgage that is more than what their home is worth, just like Joe and Mary were asked to do. When the value of a home is worth less than the mortgage, it is called 'under water'. And like Joe and Mary, they will say, "I don't think so." And they will walk away.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Where is Waldo?

Waldo is not in this photo. Don't waste your time trying to prove me wrong. It just looks like one of those "Where's Waldo" photos.
I appreciate your comments and emails regarding my stories. I have posted 15 of them since I have started my blog almost a year ago now. If you are interested in reading any you missed, here is a recap. There are stories of both my childhood and later of my experiences in my business.

"The Four Ghosts" was the story I posted that got the most comments. It is not about ghosts, really, but is a human interest story. Like all my writings, it is 100% accurate and true. It can be found in the May archives here. http://terryography.blogspot.com/2008/05/phone-rings-and-sweet-voice-tells-me-i.html


Here is a story about a Red Cross Blood donation that went bad. Really bad. This was not childhood nor work related but my story nonetheless. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=blood+donor



Every little boy's nightmare, learning to square dance in school. But who knew it would turn out this way? http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=square+dancing



A few encounters with death in my line of work. Fortunately not my own. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=near+death



This was somewhat work related, but a funny experience I had with an 'old school' home remedy practitioner. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=reflexology

Adventures of school life in a Saskatchewan small town.
http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=Funk+twins

Mishaps and accidents on the job. None fatal, thankfully. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=Give+me+a+break

All about the weather, as a young boy recalls it, in Saskatchewan. Adventures and descriptions.
http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=collect+hailstones

One of my more unforgettable customers, Mrs. Bergen, gave me many memories and lots to write about. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=Mrs.+Bergen

One of my favourites, this is a story of little boys getting into and out of trouble. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=1950%27s+style

This is one of the first stories I ever wrote. I can't remember why I chose to put this particular
incident to paper, but it became the first of many. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=painted+animals

I should have launched a career as a private detective after my experiences here. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=shop+lifting

My Grade one and two teacher, unforgettable. http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=Belle+shakeups

Another of my favourites is this story of lies and deceit all precipitated by piano lessons. I should have stuck to hockey!
http://terryography.blogspot.com/search?q=piano+lessons







Thursday, November 20, 2008

Squirling it Away

It is a daunting task to get one's self through university. Not only are the costs onerous, but the volume of work and dedication are beyond many people's capacity. The net result of all the effort and costs is to establish one's self with a career, which in turn secures one's financial future. But just one minute! We are now living in times where that idea looks a little out of touch with reality, for a least some people.
There is a free education going on right now which will teach us all life lessons. The free economy market place is holding a crash course on corrections and recession and all we have to do is open our eyes and watch. The lessons to be learned are that you cannot secure your future on spending and credit, and the value of your assets will not always remain on the up-swing. Squirling away money for times like this turns out to have been the right strategy while all around, people were spending as if there was no tomorrow. And for some of them, there might not be, at least not in their own luxurious home.
Did I say this was a free education? Actually the tuition is very expensive as we are all finding out now.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Where Is It?


Wallet, keys, glasses, cell phone. Wallet, keys, glasses, cell phone. This is the mantra I was chanting as I got dressed the other day. I was changing my pants and got distracted as I was tightening my belt. These are the four things I cannot leave the house without. I had gone for an evening walk the night before and because I am afraid of getting mugged in a section of town a few blocks from here, I left my wallet at home, throwing it into the drawer of my night table. (As if this is not the first place a thief would look after breaking into my house!) I tend to repeat important things to myself in an attempt at trying to remember them. Apparently I will have to change my strategy as I found myself walletless much later in the day. At first, I panicked, thinking I had lost it. Then I remembered. I drove the next 40 kms rehearsing a speech for the cop that would surely pull me over. (Peter's Principle) Amazingly, it did not happen. I think the cop sitting beside the road forgot to turn on his radar. He looked about my age.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Red


We had our municipal elections here last Saturday and I am bit frustrated. There were so many candidates for each position that it was a daunting task to get to know enough about them to make an intelligent decision. It is a fact that an incumbent has the best chance of re-election if for no other reason than name recognition. If we see the name in the news often enough, we think we know them and then we will vote for them as opposed to another person, who may be a better choice, but we do not even know the name. I am waiting for the day when party politics comes into play at the local level, like it does in the larger cities such as Vancouver and Richmond. We can then vote for a slate of candidates. If we do not know the contender, then we can at least know his politics.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Spring Rafting


It has been a while since I have posted a story. Here is another adventure I had as little boy growing up in the Prairies.

One of the best spots was directly on our shortcut to school, due west from our house. We almost always took this route to school as it was direct and quick, across the street, through Barrand’s yard, across the back alley, through Greeve’s property and over their driveway and only one block further, across the empty field. Another great spot was about a block west of my Dad’s grocery store, although it was too visible, and a chance encounter with my Mom was highly probable as she traversed this route routinely on her way to Main Street. And then there was the location next to Butch Dueck’s yard, which was by far the most dangerous and therefore the most exciting and most appealing.
Spring rafting was one of those activities that would never be allowed in today’s world. Certainly parents would ban it, but I am sure there would be municipal, provincial, and federal regulations making it a forbidden sport.
There was a small window of opportunity for rafting every spring, just after the last bank of snow melted and the spring rains were willingly finding the lowest land in town. Being a flat prairie town, the low spots were few and far between, but gravity and the undulations of the prairie did provide for sloughs in the wet years. During my time in Lanigan, there were several very good years for rafting and certainly the memories those times provided were some of the best and scariest.
All three locations were vacant city blocks. The land being too wet for housing, would grow bulrushes and willow trees and was generally good for little else. In the tall grass and reeds beside the roads that surrounded these properties, were well hidden structures made of logs, planks, 2x4’s, and other assorted floating materials. As the years went by and generations of kids recycled these mini arks, they fell further and further into disrepair. Most of the heavy tree branches were recruited for shoring up the platforms and it was often difficult to find a branch long and strong enough to serve as a push pole. It was Saskatchewan, and trees were a rare commodity, especially the ones that had long durable branches.
Spring runoff was a very exciting time of year as it heralded the end of the long bleak winter. There was a smell in the air of new growth and promises of warm weather and summer holidays around the corner. We would test the water content under the shrinking snow drifts that always grew particularly large in the depressions of the land. Each day held a little more promise, and as soon we dared we let our foot go through to the bottom and our boot would fill with water for a certainty. And that was cold water, with semi melted chunks of snow still floating on its surface.
The day would soon come when some brave soul would test the depth and announce that it was indeed deep enough, and then rush off home, with squishing watery sounds coming out of his boots, before hypothermia could set in. The exact location of the raft had to be determined before the water got too deep or it may be stranded where nobody could reach it. If the previous year had been particularly wet and the water deep and widespread, the raft would have beached on the outer reaches of the property and would have to be physically manhandled toward the water. This was almost impossible for us small children because of the shear weight of a bunch of water logged timbers strapped together. Usually the water level would eventually reach the raft and with only a few heaves and grunts the contraption would be pushed to where it would float.
The bigger kids always got the first rides. It was the pecking order. Besides, if the raft held them, it would hold the smaller ones too. Except that there was usually more than one kid on at a time, and that contributed greatly to the instability and the danger. That in turn increased the chance of a dunking, which if in deep water, could result in a drowning or at best a bad cold verging on pneumonia.
And so it was that eventually we were rafting part ways to school. There were usually several rafts on each slough and that meant there was almost always one for coming and one for going. If not, we did the usual walk around the block. There were challenges, however. We were in our ‘school clothes’ and we sometimes had books to carry. The boots were not a problem because we wore boots all spring, regardless. There were no sidewalks or paved roads so there was mud everywhere and boots were the standard for adults and children alike. Getting on and off the raft usually required a leap because the raft was grounded, but on a gentle slope so there was water between the dry land and the wooden platform. The leap was onto a very small, very wet, very slippery landing pad and one had to be careful not to slip off the far end into deep water. The books made it even more difficult. If there was a chance we would be late for school, there would be multiple passengers, making the voyage quite precarious. There was always a lot of pushing and shoving to get to the raft and later on the raft. These water craft were very unstable and an unbalanced load would make them slowly sink down on one end, making it imperative that somebody be shoved very quickly to the end rising above the water. It always made for an exciting trip to and from school and usually a story to tell our farmer friends who only had a bus ride into town that morning.
As exciting as that was for us boys, the best was always saved for Saturdays. I had many chores and responsibilities on Saturdays, but there was usually opportunity sometime during the day to have an adrenaline induced rush at the deepest slough in town. Not only was it the deepest, but there was some bush undercover, and an adjoining pit that was full of water all year long.
This was the scary end of town for me. The people who lived here were on the wild side, except for Butch and his family. There was Jimmy Schmidt, the alcoholic teenager, and the Vernard family, who nobody knew or hardly ever saw, and Jim Hill whose dad was my hockey coach but there never seemed to be a mom around anywhere. But the scariest family was the Hunt clan who lived within sight of the deep water that drew us kids like a magnet. Dennis was a year or two older than me but had already lived a lifetime. He rarely showed up for school, always had money, and his aunt lived with him and his dad. At least I think it was his aunt. She was an epileptic and I remember seeing her have a seizure in my Dad’s store one day. It was one of the most frightening things I had seen until that time and I remember thinking she would die right there in front of me. It took an hour to clean up the chocolate bars scattered all over the floor as a result of her thrashing. After a while, she recovered and headed out of the store, back to her home, forgetting her groceries in a brown paper bag beside the door. She had some really bad burns on her hands and face, the result of a seizure at home, happening a little too close to the wood stove.
Jimmy and Dennis were friends in a loose sort of way. They enjoyed guns and knives a little too much and it was scary being anywhere near them when they were in the mood for fun. One afternoon, Butch and I were pulling his little red wagon to the well to get drinking water for his mom when we heard hysterical laughter coming from Jimmy’s yard. As we passed the front of the house, we saw what the cause of all the gaiety was. Jimmy and Dennis were standing 50 ft. apart, taking turns shooting each other with a BB gun. The biggest round of laughter came when Jimmy’s front tooth came flying out of his mouth. Moments later, Dennis lifted his shirt and had to dig a BB out of his skin from just beside his belly button, with the hunting knife he always had tucked in his belt. We just could not bring ourselves to stay for any more of the fun and games and headed for the well at a brisk trot. I knew they were crazy and it was confirmed when Butch told me about the night his Dad was out to walk the dog and Jimmy shot at him and his dog with a .303 from out his upstairs bedroom window. We pushed the little red wagon the long way home that day.
The big deep water by the Hunt house was always off limits when Dennis was anywhere nearby, but there were a few occasions when the coast was clear and we got to experience the most dangerous place in town. I had a very healthy respect for water, indeed, a fear of it. The best rafts in town were in the deepest waters and if you knew where to look, you could actually find a push pole long enough to reach the bottom, that is, the bottom in most parts of the swamp. I had a fear of getting in so deep that my pole would not reach the bottom and I would have no way of getting back to shore. There was a back up plan and that was to tear off a plank from the raft and use it as a paddle. The trouble with that plan was that the planks were usually nailed on with spikes and were impossible to budge.
I had a bad feeling from the start, partly because I knew that if my Mom had any idea where I was and what I was doing, she would ground me for most of the rest of my childhood. If we stayed in the deepest part of the slough where the trees were, Butch’s Mom would not see us out of her kitchen window and we would be just fine. We did not have much time so we decided that we would get on the raft together instead of taking turns. I got on first, without incident, and then Butch jumped on. But the combined weight settled the raft down on the reedy bank and we were stuck. He jumped back off and after pushing me out a little way, he made a leap for the raft. He miscalculated and hit the edge, not only shoving the raft farther out, but he never gained a footing and went straight into the water. He floundered and I panicked. I pushed my pole down to get back to shore to help him, but the pole just went down, down and did not touch. With cries of “help” at my back, I got on my knees and reached down as far as I could to get a purchase on the bottom so I could shove the raft back. With my hand down in the water, I managed to touch bottom and with all my strength, pushed. Imperceptibly at first, the raft leisurely made its way back in the direction it had come. If not from the cold, then from sheer terror, Butch lunged for the raft and hung on as if his life depended on it. And it did. I would have preferred that he lunged toward shore, but this was not the time for that particular discussion. His body was between the raft and dear sweet land, and that was a dilemma. Now that we were both thoroughly panicked, I simply followed my instincts and jumped in, grabbed Butch, and together we waded to shore. The cold was numbing and almost instantly I lost feeling in my feet and legs. I was only wet to my waist but Butch was soaked from his brush cut to his gum boots.
We struggled to a dry spot and sat in the grass and emptied our boots. It was a sunny day, but early in spring, when there was still a chill in the air, and I knew we had to get to shelter soon. I eyed the Hunt house, only a hundred yards away, probably with the cook stove stoked and burning, but, on the other hand, Aunt Esther might be on the stove burning too. That, plus the prospect of Dennis taking aim at us with his BB gun, drove me in the other direction, straight to Butch’s house and sure trouble, but of a lesser variety. We made it and had a laugh after, but only because his Mom was not home and we had a chance to dry off almost completely.
Conversation at the supper table that evening was routine. Naturally, I did not let on about my adventure. I wanted to tell someone, but I would have to be satisfied that only Butch and I knew. I was thinking about the danger I had put myself in and how lucky I had been that it turned out OK. Then my Dad mentioned that he had heard that Dennis Hunt was in the hospital in Regina. He had got himself into a knife fight and was hurt quite badly. It made my little bit of danger seem like child’s play. We never did see Dennis after that, but regardless, I stayed away from the deep water at the Hunt house.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Discovery


I hope you, my dear readers, do not mind me extending Autumn so far into November. I still have plenty of shots of the wonderful foliage we experienced this year in our neck of the woods. The colours on this photo look like they have been manipulated, but I assure you, they have not.
During the past year, our city has amalgamated and improved some of the walking trails and connected them into a network they called Discovery Trail. The trail is delightful and used a great deal by joggers, cyclists, and walkers like myself. It extends for many miles through the city and offers a variety of terrain and vistas. It may never be far from a busy thoroughfare, but mostly, it feels like it is in the country. Our city's motto is "City in The Country" but these trails represent 'country in the city'. A good use of tax payers dollars.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Before the Wind Came


I was strolling through the sunny and shady patches among the trees, throwing my jacket open at one moment, wrapping it tightly at the next, when I began to notice how the low October sun was filtering through the yellow pigment of the autumn leaves. When I was a young lad, I was told that the sun must always be at your back when taking a photo. It became my delight, not much later, when I bought my first SLR camera, to defy the rules and point my camera at the sun. I had a fear, at first, that like the retina of the eye, when exposed to direct sunlight, my lens, or light meter, or film, would fry in the intense light of the direct rays of the sun, especially because it was being magnified by the lens. Much to my delight, I have discovered that the major influence that makes a photo good or bad, is the lighting. Unique lighting is interesting to look at and when we see a photo taken into the sun, we delight in it because we ourselves would not look into the sun, but now by looking at the photo, we can see what that would be like. Many of my favourite photos I now take that way.

Friday, November 14, 2008

Archives

Have you ever 'counted the seconds'? The first thing that comes to mind is watching the clock tick down at a sporting event such as a sudden death playoff. New Year's Eve is another event where we count the seconds, or at the launch of the space shuttle.
How about counting the minutes? Waiting for a traffic light to change, trying to get to an appointment on time, waiting for someone who is late, or enduring commercials while watching your favourite TV program, are a few examples.
Minutes can drag out interminably, or they can fly by far too quickly.
I learned a few minutes ago that I am 31,883, 125 minutes old! One would never think to count that out, one number at a time, but if we were conscious of every minute of our lives and what we do with them, we would be more aware of how many of those minutes we put to good use or how many we totally wasted.
I think a life broken down into minutes becomes important when we realise it is often the small things we do that count the most. Yes, lifetime achievement is probably the big goal, but how we live our lives minute to minute is really how we eventually achieve the lifetime goal. We can make a decision in a minute, we can act on something in a minute, we can say something kind to another person in a minute, and when the hours and days and years have passed by, although we will not recall every minute, we will reap the harvest of all the minutes put together.
My hope is that you do not consider it a wasted minute to have read this.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Good, Bad, and Ugly

Autumn rains continue to pelt down: Bad
The temperature is warm: Good
The coloured leaves are all down: Bad
The markets are in free fall today: Bad
Work is slow: Good/Bad
No good choices for Saturday's election: Bad
I had dinner with a long lost cousin: Good
7th shoe with foot found on the beach: Ugly


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Still Remembering

The sixth anniversary of my mother's death has just recently passed and the Remembrance Day that we have just had, has triggered memories other than that of war and veterans. For those of us who have had our mother's well into our adult lives, it goes without saying that we will never forget them. But my mother forgot me. After birthing me, feeding me and changing my diapers a million times, after bandaging my wounds, comforting my broken heart, and teaching me right from wrong, after encouraging me to follow my dreams and teaching me a faith that lasted a lifetime, she forgot me. After becoming best friends with my wife, after supporting me in my various business endeavours, after loving and caring for my small children and feeding our family at her sumptuous table innumerable times, she forgot me.
You see, a thief came in to her door one day and began stealing all her cherished memories. It started out slowly but he got bolder as the years went by until he had the very soul out of her. We stood by and could do very little as we saw her slowly drifting away from us, little by little. It was agonizing as she became someone we did not know, just as we too, were becoming children that she no longer knew.
And now I comfort myself with the memories of my mother, the mother I knew before the thief came, and I comfort myself with the knowledge that I will see her again one day, whole and perfect, and she will remember me.


Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Remember


We remember, and yet we wonder. Why do conflict resolutions so often end in war? Are wars that we participate in always just? When young men and women lose their lives in a war that is 'lost' did they die in vain? Why can we not learn that war always does more harm than good and that there can be other solutions?
My own father who is now 86 years old, was a young man who was called to war through the draft. His father's faith was Anabaptist and non-resistant, a faith that was taught and caught in his family. There was the choice of conscientious objection and alternative service, which my dad chose with great struggle. He served his country for two years helping to keep essential services running while many of his friends and school chums donned a uniform and were shipped overseas. Many of these young men died in the battles at Dieppe. To this day, my father struggles with this reality. I believe it is called survivor's guilt. I have discovered this same thing in veterans who served in wars and managed to come back alive.
There is suffering in death and life, when it is war that a society chooses.

Paths and Benches

As promised, more park benches and autumn paths.

Getting older does not mean that the pace of life has to slow down. This was brought to my attention recently as I did some work for a retired fellow who grew up and worked in Switzerland for most of his life. He showed me a panoramic photo of some of the more famous Swiss Alpine mountain tops and told me that he had climbed every one of them. The Matterhorn has always intrigued me and I quizzed him on his experience climbing that granite peak. He assured me it was all pitons and ropes and very difficult but he did it several times. Then to my surprise, he told me that he still rock climbs on 'The Lions" north of Vancouver. He is almost eighty but is short and wiry and very fit. When I asked him if he climbed by himself, he assured me that he did not as it would not be safe at his age. He then informed me that his climbing partner is 90!

Monday, November 10, 2008

It's Starting to Happen


It is starting to happen. I felt the first symptoms a few days ago when our friends F & E left a comment on my blog. It was posted from Oahu where they were basking in the sunshine and warm ocean breezes under the swaying palms. More symptoms came about as the November winds and rain began to inundate our days and nights. I thought I would be able to hold off this malady for a few months yet, but I feel it taking over my mind and body. That annoying rash that pops up here and there, usually starts in November and it is right on time again this year. The only known cure is dabs of steroid cream or a week in the tropical sun. So I have again been smitten by the travel bug and surfing the net for a vacation is beginning to take up some of my time. I get antsy about it until a firm plan is place, and then I spend day and night counting down the days to the cure. It is a good disease to have. It gets me out of the house.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

The Path


There are times when a path is chosen but its ultimate destination is not known. Looking back at our Canadian Election, a path was chosen by the Conservatives that resonated with a lot of hard working tax payers, including myself. The idea was to be fiscally prudent by cutting back on some of the art subsidies that were verging on the ridiculous. Here are just two examples that came to my attention today.
The Canadian Television Fund supports the production and broadcast of high quality Canadian television programs. It is funded by the Canadian federal government and Canadian Cable and direct-to-home satellite industries. The 2007-2008 Canadian Television Fund annual report showed the $10,000 support of “Famous Whores in History”.
The $4.7 million program PromArt administered by the Department of Foreign Affairs and International Trade (that has since been cancelled) provided grants for international travel to Canadian Artists. One prominent example of why they cancelled this program was the $3,000 grant that they gave to a Toronto rock band called ‘Holy F**k’ to tour the U.K.
If you recall, there was an outpouring of indignation in Quebec who touts itself as being an 'art culture' and the Conservative support dropped off so dramatically there that it resulted in lost seats and an eventual minority government.
So, one should sit down on the comfortable bench at the beginning of the path and think long and hard about starting down that road. Who knows where it may lead?

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Media Dilema


The American media now has a dilemma. After President Elect Obama is sworn into the Oval Office, who will they blame for any and all disasters that will inevitably occur in the next four years? Bush will be gone! Will they blame their darling? Maybe they can blame EVERYTHING on Global Warming from now on.


The Canadian media now has a dilemma. How can they continue to call Stephen Harper a clone of George Bush? He will be gone and out of the limelight, gone fishing or on the speaking circuit. Who will he become a clone of now? Whoever it is, be assured that he will continue to blamed for Global warming.


By the way, the Farmer's Almanac is predicting a colder than average ("Numb's the word") winter for both USA and Canada.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Lamplight

There are times when the trees provide more illumination than the lamplights.


The question arises: how will the election of Obama and the majority Democratic government effect Canada. Was it only rhetoric when Obama stated during his campaign that free trade would be up for re-negotiation? Was he serious in saying that he would re-consider importing 'dirty oil' from Canada? How does this wash with his statement that he wants the US to become less dependant on eastern oil? Will he prop up the US auto industry which will in turn help the Canadian auto industry? Will the Conservative bent of Prime Minister Harper and the Liberal bent of President Elect Obama be able to find common ground? Was there overwhelming support for Obama in Canada for a reason or did most Canadians fall for the media hype and not consider the ramifications for us at all? Time will tell. The best hope for both our countries is that there is a friendly co-operation between the two powers. Given the Democrat's penchant for protectionism, I remain pessimistic. If it is otherwise, I just may become an Obama fan yet!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Change


What will change besides the colour of the leaves?
I have been watching some post election coverage and there is a sense of euphoria on both sides of our border. What particularly intrigues me is the jubilation among Black Americans. Far be it from me to understand the angst involved here, but when you see the tearful (tears of joy) displays and the jumping up and down like at a Super Bowl Game when your team has won, you can't help but wonder what the joy is really all about. You hear comments like "Historic", "I thought I would never see the day", "At last there will be change", "Now there is hope", and even Oprah was unable to contain her enthusiasm and was recorded jumping up and down like a school girl. Will someone tell me what will change, please! I fear that expectations are so high that everyone is for a big fall and then what will happen is disillusionment, and then apathy. The big shock for me was when President Elect Obama stated in his speech that "government will not be able to solve all the problems in America." This is diametrically opposed to Democratic philosophy, so what he is doing is telling his people not to expect too much. And I think he is right. Even subtle honesty is honesty.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Things Can be Deceiving


I will be continuing with my series of Autumn photos for some time yet. The leaves are being driven to the ground by rain and wind these days and there is little colour left in the landscape. This photo is deceiving. It was taken at the height of the colour but Weeping Willows remain green for some time longer than other deciduous trees.
The average American voter may also be deceived by today's election. I pity either man who becomes President today, although it is now certain that it is Obama. There are difficult times ahead for the American people and indeed the world and if they thought today that they were voting for a "Messiah", as some have described Obama, they will find that there is much that is not in his control. I am sure he will do all he can to restore the economy, but the situation is now very much out of his hands. He will probably be blamed at the end of his term, but it is not his fault that it happened. The markets are correcting and they will do so on their own agenda. More interference from government will only prolong and deepen the agony. So, enjoy the limelight for the next few days, Senator Obama, because you have to roll up your sleeves soon and get to the very difficult task of leading a nation out of a deep economic depression.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Good Spot For a Visit


I am writing this on Nov. 2. By now, the voters in the USA will be flocking to the polls in what will probably be the biggest voter turnout in US history. There is a sense of importance to this election that has not been in evidence for some time. There are many reasons for this but most importantly, I believe the American public senses that their way of life is in jeopardy due to the financial woes it finds itself in and the next four year term will be seminal to the future of their country. The change that Obama promises will come without any help from him, but not the kind of change he will like. Will he help or hinder with his socialistic economic philosophy? Will his smooth articulate base voice and youthful charisma translate to intelligent and thoughtful policy making? Will his questionable past and shady associations reveal him to be something other than 'All American'? Will the dismal economic and social conditions of his state of Illinois be a taste of what is to come for the rest of America? There is no doubt that he will be the winner, if the polls and pundits are correct.
The empty park bench would be an ideal spot to sit with some of my friends and discuss some of these events even though we have no control over them. Sometimes all we can do is just vote and then watch the world go by. In this case we cannot even vote. We are Canadians.

Monday, November 3, 2008

The Popping in My Head


Things pop into my head, unexpectedly and with no apparent explanation. Maybe it happens to other folks too, I don't know. Names and faces of people from my past is a big one and suddenly I will be remembering things about them that I had not thought of for years. I have thought that perhaps a detail of my work or conversation triggers a long hidden memory. Or a form of mental telepathy is happening. Or, God is putting that person into my mind for a reason. I may get a brilliant idea for a blog post in the middle of the night and actually lay awake for while composing it word for word. Naturally, in the morning it is only a faded memory with not enough vivid detail to make it worthwhile.
Another 'pop' is lyrics to songs, or just song titles. They are almost always songs from my earlier years, and usually relevant to what is happening at that moment in time. More often than not, the tune will then buzz through my head for hours, annoying me to no end.
I was standing on Eagle Mountain taking this photo when Ray Steven's song "Everything is Beautiful" popped into my mind. There were a hundred other songs that would have suited the occasion too.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Five Weeks Old


This is my Grandson Liam. He is now five weeks old. He has changed a lot since birth. He is healthy and all indications are that things are going normally for him. For this we are grateful to God who gave us this wonderful gift of a new little one in our family. I held him for about an hour the other day and as I gazed into his wonderful little face, so many thoughts raced through my mind. It would take pages to record them all here. What will his future hold? What will the world be like as he grows up? What decisions will he make that will alter the course of his life for good or bad? It is all overwhelming as my love for him wants only the very best, but I have so very little control over these matters. So, I just pray that God will protect him, watch over him, guide him, and not forsake him. When I give it over like that, it gives me peace and I know that as long as I live, I will not have to worry about little Liam.

Deja Vu


Yes, it's the same train, but a little more ominous looking in B/W. I had a Deja vu moment today when I got the phone call. We had a nice contract lined up for at least 4 weeks of work in November, all at cost plus. The call was to inform me that a family member with the required skills to do my work was in need of employment, and "I am sorry, but family comes first." In the early 80's when the big recession hit us all hard, I was getting a lot of this and did not do well for a few years as work was scarce. This is now the second time in two weeks that I have had a contract cancelled. Are we headed for the same slump now as then? Time will tell as we are coming into the Christmas rush now when it is usually busier than normal. Retail consumer spending is predicted to be down significantly and that will probably spill over into my business. If it indeed means less work, will I learn to just enjoy it, or will I fret and worry? After all, I am part of the baby boomer generation that lost a significant amount of its savings in the recent crash.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Close Encounter


The walk in White Rock is never complete without an encounter with a train. On this day it was an Amtrak passenger train, but usually it is a very long and cumbersome freight train. My good friend Michael is a security officer on the train system in London, England. He tells stories of catching fare evaders with video surveillance and lots of legwork. He would have lots of work here on our Skytrains as it is operated on the honour system. As we all know, there is not a lot of honour in some folks these days.
We have taken our grandsons here for their first close encounters with a train, and now that we have Liam, there will be more trips in the future, to watch the trains. Maybe I have never grown up because I love them as much as the little boys do.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Scarey Pumpkin Night


The little ghosts and goblins are home loading up on sugar by now and the only riff-raff out there now are the idiots who do not know or do not care that fireworks are illegal in our city. We had to shut off the lights early tonight as we actually ran out of goodies, for the first time ever. We had a box of 100 treats and there is not a single one left. If you take away the ones that I pilfered, that still makes a new record for numbers of kids trick or treating on our street. Some observations.
The spookies out numbered the cuties by about 2 to 1. The older the kid, the more blood and gore and knives that were evident. The wee ones were mostly princesses and spider men. I caught one little girl coming around for seconds but hey, how can you turn away a chubby cheeked cherub in a skunk outfit. Her parents at the end of the driveway needed a good talking to, however.
The surprise of the night was a buxom teen aged girl dressed in a slinky/sleazy outfit with a little too much cleavage showing (not that there is anything wrong with that). She had the appearance and the attitude that made me think she would be willing to turn a trick for a treat!
Halloween! Don't cha' love it.

Foraging


I think these are Highland cattle but I am not sure. I like the look of them. They are stocky and compact, giving the impression that they could weather the storms of cow life, except perhaps for that final journey to the slaughter house. Watching cattle grazing in the fields has a way of calming a person. Is it the fact that they lead a simple life and seem to have no cares? Their needs are basic and uncomplicated and when met, they are happy and content. It matters not the length of ones life, but the quality of the time given us. We seem to waste so much time pursuing those things that we believe will make us happy, only to find that they often do not. High expectations and lofty goals are laudable, but can also lead to big disappointment when not reached. If we cannot be like the beasts of the field, then we can at least take the time to watch them to calm down our frenetic lives.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

An Afternoon Stroll

Looking West
Looking East

Me and she who works too much had a rare day off together yesterday. We took advantage of the fair fall weather and strolled the promenade at White Rock Beach. As you can see, we were not the only ones. It was a rare day, without wind blowing off the water, and we decided to lunch at an outdoor restaurant. It was so wonderfully warm that we soon shed our jackets and basked in the sunshine. The afternoon jaunt to Crescent Beach was like going to another planet, although it is only a few miles down the road. The more westerly facing beach had a blustery cold wind discouraging us from taking our hands out of our pockets or turning down our collars. Our weather is in transition now and winter is knocking at the door, although uninvited.


Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Angry


This is a sand sculpture from the summer's competition at Harrison Lake. It reminds me of possibly how the voters felt tonight in the provincial by-elections that were held in Vancouver. The reigning party rarely does well in by-elections but this is an indication that it will not be a cake walk for the Liberals in the May elections. The standings in the provincial legislature now stand at 45 Liberals and 34 NDP. Let the games begin, but first we have these pesky municipal elections to get behind us. Are we all getting a little election weary yet?

Outside My Front Door

There is beauty all around us and I must admit that many of my photographs are taken on our small city lot. My beloved is an avid gardener and it shows. The Angel Trumpet below is in its second bloom, a little paler in yellow, and little less fragrant, but a welcoming sight right outside our front door. The Virginia Creeper is disguising our somewhat ugly fire place brick, but today it is bare and the soil beneath it carpeted in blood red.


The plaque is a reminder not only appropriate for gardening, but for life in general. I just caught up on the financial news after being out all day and I see that the markets have spiked yet again. This time in the right direction, however, tomorrow may bring another story. This month alone the world equity market lost $10 trillion! A quote from a financial report:
"Lurking behind this rally is this unsurprising tidbit: consumer confidence in the United States hit an all-time low in October. The Conference Board reported that expectations have turned “significantly pessimistic with the percentage of consumers expecting business condition to worsen over the next 6 months rising to 36.6% from 21% and those expecting fewer jobs rising to 41.5% from 26.9%”
The confidence index is all important because it predicts human behaviour. If I may have been sounding pessimistic in my posts on this subject, it is for a reason. All the wishful thinking and as much as we would like to believe that this whole thing will just go away, it will not. I truly hope I am wrong but perhaps we are a very long way away from the bottom yet. I would like nothing better that to be proved wrong.


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Autumn Signs











How is one supposed to pay attention to all the signs when the brilliant trees are so distracting?

I took these photos a week ago and today as I drove past this spot, I noticed the trees are bare. How quickly beauty fades!



Cell Phones


There is a proposal being put forth to ban cell phone, blackberry, and text messaging use while driving, in Ontario. I am not usually one for more rules and regulation but when stupidity and carelessness prevail, new laws are sometimes necessary. I have stopped using my cell phone while in my vehicle because of the disconnect it creates between me and what is going around around me. My awareness levels are cut in half and although auto pilot works well most of the time, it is not a good idea to use it most of the time. A driver should never depend on the other guy's vigilance as it takes both drivers to avoid nasty situations. This is one law that should be applied across the country. If you disagree, get yourself a bluetooth hands free device. Looking geeky is better than being a hazard on the roads.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Another Poll



As the beautiful Autumn weather continues unabated, so does the world financial crisis. One is very pretty, the other very ugly.
I caught an on-line poll today that asked if we thought it was OK for governments to run deficits during the financial crisis. The numbers were revealing. Only 49% of 31,000 respondents thought it was harmful. That says to me that 51% of the Canadian population still do not understand how we got here in the first place. So tell me about your household. When things are getting lean, do you go borrow money and spend your way back to prosperity? Or do you tighten you belt, postpone unnecessary expenditures, and try to save in case it gets even worse? It works exactly the same way for individuals, businesses and governments. Debt always eventually has to be paid. How much easier to not incur it in the first place.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

A Time For Reflection


Autumn is a time for reflection and how appropriate that within this time of reflection, we are forced to look back not only at the last year, but on our lives in general as some of us are headed for difficult times. Investors in the USA alone have lost an estimated $5 Trillion and a large part of that number involves retirement investments. But are not all investments really a hope for a better future? We should be trying to understand what 'better future' really means. We have bought into the idea that more is better and that financial security will bring peace, harmony and happiness. I think that most of us will be surprised to discover that we could have been barking up the wrong tree, the 'hollow tree'. (See previous post) Many of us will be forced to re-evaluate our priorities and may be pleasantly surprised to discover that we can actually be happier with less material wealth as we discover riches in simplicity and in relationships. It has always struck me as a marvel of human nature that those who are exposed to a broad range of human experience have witnessed the fact that those who have very little are actually very happy. We (fellow baby boomers) have been reluctant to try this out, to discover its truth, but now we may have no choice.
"Don't worry, be happy." Bobby McFerrin

Saturday, October 25, 2008

A Form of Insanity

A certainty of nature is that all living things die and decay but some people just cannot get over that fact. Here is a story in the news today.

"The Stanley Park Hollow Tree Conservation Society says it has a plan to keep the famous tree upright.The ancient red cedar has been leaning precariously after it was severely damaged in the 2006 windstorms. The plan would use hydraulic jacks and steel anchors to right the tree. The group says it will cost 215-thousand dollars but have collected all but 60-thousand and are asking the park board to help."

If we take this story to its natural conclusion, there will be a day when there will be a steel structure similar to a tent that will be holding up the tree after the roots and trunk are completely rotted. What will be suspended will be shreds of bark and strands of rotted wood fibre. People will walk past and ask, "What in the world is that?" The answer, of course, will be in the signage. "Stanley Park Hollow Tree"

You would think that with the coming economic difficulties, there would a better prioritization of public funds, or even private donations for that matter. There is definitely a form of insanity happening here.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Whatever You Call It


Global recession, meltdown, credit crunch, contraction, or economic crisis, it all means that sooner or later, every person will be some how impacted. So far, at least here in Canada, most of us have only been noticing a decrease in the value of our investments, if they are market related. We have also noticed that the value of our homes has decreased. But few of us, at least in the west, have been impacted in terms of employment or job loss.
We had our first little taste as a contract job has been put on hold due to financial pressure on the part of the client. There will be more of this, I am sure. The attitude of fear and uncertainty is very catchy, somewhat like the flu. While we cannot and should not bury our heads in the sand, it does nobody any good for the economy to grind to a total halt when there is no need for it. Those without debt and a reliable income should keep on spending. Too bad there are so few of those kinds of folks around.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

The Last Hay Crop


I noticed, yesterday, that there were a few farmers taking in the last crop of hay. Naturally, this is called 'making hay while the sun shines'.
There is another type of making hay in the US Presidential race. A headline caught my eye that alluded to the idea that McCain could die while in office. His chance of doing so is 6%. This calculation is based on his age and the fact that he had skin cancer 7 years ago. He has been tested thoroughly and has in fact submitted 1000 pages of medical records and is deemed healthy by the best doctors. Joe Biden, on the other hand, had an aneurysm a while back and required emergency surgery. He has not been following up with the recommended brain scans so his health is questionable, but not by the press. This whole exercise is, of course, to scare the American public into thinking that the the flaky Sarah Palin could likely be president and rule the free world. (Flaky according the Obama crowd) Now, I do not really care one way or the other as I cannot even vote in this one, but like in the Canadian election, fear is being used to manipulate people. It is done because it works.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I Have a Beef


Don't get me wrong. I am not a fan of Dick Pound and I am not defending him or anything he does, but I have an issue with what is happening to him. You regular readers know that I have a real issue with political correctness and here is another example. Mr. Pound stated that 400 years ago Canada was populated by savages. For the full story check here.http://news.sympatico.msn.ctv.ca/abc/home/contentposting.aspx?isfa=1&feedname=CTV-TOPSTORIES_V3&showbyline=True&newsitemid=CTVNews%2f20081022%2fdick_pound_081022
I find it interesting that he is being castigated without any question as to the definition or the context of the word 'savage'. It seems that when an aboriginal is offended, he is offended. Period. Why not let this incident open a dialogue. Was 'savage' an appropriate term given the circumstances, what are the French nuances of the term, (he spoke the French term which has a different connotation than the English) and was any offense meant, or was it not? Calls for his resignation are way over the top.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Mt. Baker


These wonderful Autumn days bring me such joy. It has always been my favourite time of year and 2008 holds no disappointment for me in terms of sunny days and rustic colour. My view all day was an exotic maple tree that was tinged with brilliant red, golds, oranges, and pale greens all on the same branches. It seemed to be warming to the oranges as I watched. In the background were the layered mountains, starting with Vedder and ending in Baker, each distant layer more obscured by Autumn haze. I did not have my camera with me so I posted the above photo which is similar only in that Mt. Baker is visible in the background. My plan for tomorrow is to go panning for gold. As in panning the camera and looking for golden leaves.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Slow Down

There was a time when I would walk past a park bench and not give a glance or second thought to its significance. But I have slowed down and now take in a great appreciation for these rest stops. Park benches are usually strategically placed, like at the half way mark, or in a place to take advantage of a great view. Park benches are often donated and then dedicated to deceased love ones so should not be casually ignored. Park benches are for sitting on and I do so more these days. And, I have discovered that park benches are very photogenic, whether occupied or not. I have been working on a collection of park bench photos, but only since I have slowed down to appreciate them. What else will I discover when I take even more time to stop and look, perhaps while sitting on a bench in the park?

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Lakefront


There is no escaping the beauty of the lake shore walk at Cultus Lake, no matter the season. Surrounded by gold, walking on gold, and warmed by the golden sun makes a bright autumn day an occasion to be exuberant about life. Having been at this spot many times at the height of the swimming and boating season, the peacefulness of a day like this is a stark contrast. The water is calm, there is an absence of shouting and laughter, and the boats are almost all put in storage for the winter months that lie ahead. There seems to be a sadness in the air and maybe it is the lack of human participation and activity that is missed, although in summer, one often wishes it would go away. It could be too, that the dying leaves are indicative of a dying summer and an ushering in of the leaden days of winter. One does not relish the thought of spending time beside the water in the cold winds of winter, but rather, seeking the warmth of the hearth, while looking through a window at the water's icy edge, is winter's appeal.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Reflecting Geese


This photo is an example of how to double the colour in the Autumn by getting it to reflect on something. The Canada geese took instructions well as they lined themselves up on the log according to my specifications. It is called man and nature co-operating.
We spent a good portion of the afternoon one day this week, in a line up, waiting to get our passports renewed. It occurred to me that anything involving government requires that one lines up. Were private business to operate in this fashion, it would go bankrupt as customer service is one of the pillars of good business and we, the customer, would simply take our business to the competition. But, governments run monopolies, hence, no competition, hence, no service, hence, lineups, hence customer dissatisfaction, hence elections etc., etc. Things just go in mad circles as we wait in line. Don't get me started on Health Care lineups.